Mess.

And now? what do you expect from me? me personally don´t expect nothing at all because I´m really disappointed  with myself. Why am I here? Did you see my face when you passed by me? No, why? Because you don´t even look to me! you are so weak and just now I know it. Before i were completely blind, I coudn´t realize who you really are, and now i´m in love with you without even know who am I, is that normal? I don´t think so, you ruin my life with your little jokes . I really wish you weren´t here! I really wish don´t love you!
Now I´m going away for two weeks and I will write the letters and post them when I came back! And for now one, I´m gonna trying not think in you.

see you!